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| User: | theoneblue (204876) Blue's Journal
The living equivalent of a comedic tragedy... |
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| Name: | Blue | |||||
| Website: | All I Want in Life is to be Happy... | |||||
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| Bio: | "The life of every individual, viewed as a whole and in general and when only its most significant features are emphasized, is really a tragedy; but gone through in detail, it has the characteristics of a comedy." - Arthur Schopenhauer "Those who go beneath the surface do so at their own peril." - Oscar Wilde "Never attribute to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity." - Nicholas Diamos There are still days when I feel a great sense of guilt and shame because I can live my life, yet I remember seeing those who could not. For the first twelve years of my life, I was given a view of humans at their best and I never knew different. For the next six years, I was given a view of humans at their worst, one that's been in the back of my mind ever since. Now I'm 21, and I don't consider myself to be a very 'nice' individual. I am at times alternately grumpy, pessimistic, withdrawn, quiet, thoughtful and occasionally, hopeful. Sometimes I'm all of the above. I also tend to have a bad habit of drowning the aforementioned in cheerfulness when I'm in the midst of a large group of people. I do this because I've been told before that my true demeanor can be both depressing and intimidating. When I look back, I can think of only a handful of people who've had glimpses of the real me. Despite the above, there are some wonderful people out there, and I thank them for putting up with me every day. "To what you said, passionately clasping my hand, this is my answer: Though you have strayed hither for my sake, you can never belong to me, nor I to you, Behold the customary loves and friendships, the cold guards I am that rough and simple person." - To What You Said, Walt Whitman | |||||
| Memories: | 1 entry | |||||
| Interests: | 83: 334, 40 below summer, astro-physics, atheism, audio equipment, b&d, bad religion, black, blue, celiac disease, classic rock, composing, darwinism, deftones, drumming, eastern cultures, electro-magnetics, england, evolutionary theory, fear of zero, fetishes, five seven, fn, geezers, george orwell, german, girls, girls in leather, glock, gloves, godsmack, indian cuisine, judo, lace, latex, latin, leather, logic, malcontents, metaphysics, modelling, mudwrestling, networks, no one, nofx, nothingface, oral sex, orgasms, pearl, philosophy, photography, physics, plato, political diatribes, quod prius in sensu, reading, relic, rhetoric, rocky horror picture show, royal tenenbaums, sanctuary, schopenhauer, scotland, self defense, sex, sig sauer, silver jewelry, sound engineering, spacehog, stunt biking, summertime, swimming, switched, taproot, thai food, the pledge, the republic, thomas disch, tool, vinyl, wam, wing chung, writing | |||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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| Friend of: | 54: _n_e_k_o_, angrygirl125, blueharpdiva, bramble_rose04, celestialrobino, cheldah, dancn_buccaneer, dragabain, dragonfyre2424, drthvdrsmybombr, el_mariachi83, evilangel1223, evilest_kitten, extempentrance, faery_addict87, felinesoul, fightswithbelts, furrybluetroll, greenapplesauce, greenigma21, ii_big_joe_ii, ishkabible80, jandoes, jennifer19, jonbonjewvi, kahrazy, kathlen99, kbentley14, kierandraven, krausemouse, lilystcyr, loungelizard362, mirimajj, neverevertink, organizedinsane, os, ottermilitia, phoeniks, psychosteveo, sailmonger, silvermoonstars, sophiabrat, spontaneous85, stifledremark, stuffnamedjen, sweetlullabye31, theoneblue, thet, thumpermarni, thy_midnight18, tph, troubledangel, wookiemonster, xxxdamagedgoods | |||||
| Member of: | 2: fdo, fdofans | |||||
| Account type: | Basic Account | |||||

